I have stopped hugging my pillow every night

I don’t need it anymore and do I have to start seeking for other people that are seeking others for various reasons? No, I do not have to. Those are discoveries that I don’t want to be making or faking. When the time is right I will go out and search for the future builders and together find ways to improve our future by our everyday actions. That is it, I do not need to hug my pillow and I didn’t know that I don’t need to hug my pillow anymore until yesterday night when I signed an email and instead of writing my bed is calling my name I wrote my pillow is waiting to be hugged but while sending the email I realized that I do not hug my pillow anymore. As it is right now I am fine with that fact. I do not hug my pillow every night, I do not need that . . . I don't need to return to my "Isle of Inisfree"

Fatigue.

Repeating the past is a luxury many of us cannot afford but still . . . luxury is not a status quo but a state of mind Your state of mind. Can society afford you or can you afford society’s overdue bills?

Everything changes while the notion of aesthetic perfection is the ruler of movement ruler of future decisions that affect the decision-making process of ¤T¤o¤-d¤a¤y

– until the concept of perfection dies out - our souls will keep starving and the non-existent future will still be our nourishment of choice. . .

Wild is the untamed wind

*around me*

Like water snakes memories of exuberant happiness and unforgettable joy came back crawling underneath my skin and I forgot them . . .

*inside me*