Where did we go wrong?*Mono no aware?*

Your-self

To know you doesn't mean to give you what you want
To know me doesn't mean to deny me what I feel I own
My-self
For you
To understand my needs is not to know what created them
To understand your needs I need to listen to your silence
When we are together
For us
To love myself I need to listen to my silence

before my silence devours me 
To love you means to listen to your silence
after you are gone and become whole again
Until next time

I
when I don’t give you what keeps making you happy
You
then believe that I don’t know you
I 
oh how I wish you knew me but you can’t because I
keep becoming something new and you keep becoming
who you think you deserve to be

You and you alone

I can miraculously, just for you be the in full bloom cherry tree
on your iceberg and if you want to get a taste of me you ‘ve got to
first reach the top of your iceberg instead of trying to lift it up
while holding your breath

What about . . .
What makes you stronger is not always what you need To be stronger
doesn't mean to be in charge of yourself but to keep being compared
To be stronger than?

When you are weak('come, let's hug.')

Some times I need you
I need you to be weak for me
instead of me but in my presence
Some times I want you to react
verbalize my silenced first reaction
because I know better and I will think
further but I need you I want you to
become your inner first reaction so I
can fight for a better world for you
a place where the personification of
your, our intuitive reaction can live safely
untouched. When something beyond our
control happens react. Your reaction is
needed. Not because you alone will make a
difference but you will activate people like me
but beware as soon as you try to manipulate
the knowledge I just gave you You then represent
death and will be ignored, regarded as non existent.

Oh you spineless creature(not like Dido's dilemma?)

A sketch, a symbolic straight line & lots of empty inner space

A man wearing a tie a man in a suit ties me up no time to reach my arrow and shoot I can’t even pretend that I don’t give a hoot Yes I confess a bundle from heaven I once was and I can now grant entry to that heaven but who is that man wearing a tie what does he aim to achieve why is he wearing a suit and from how many of his hellish illusions do I have to pass through before I get to reach him touch him inside before I touch his skin and then keep his tie as a souvenir? Oh a weakling am I cause I saw a man in a suit wearing a tie oh my . . .

Dido's dilemma"According to legend, Hiarbas, a king in the area near Carthage, agreed to let Dido buy as much land as she could cover with a bull's hide.

Dido then cut the hide into tiny strips, and with the strips surrounded a large area of land, which she called Byrsa, naming it from the hide of the bull (Bell, 164)"