bear or Bare with me – whatever. Breaking the silence

Nowadays it is totally ok to laugh or cough in your sleeve

My tears are locked behind my eyelids
Eyes wide shut and I can hear feel what
is in store for me. But for you - Laugh if
it makes your day Scream if you want it
to stop Lure me or lull me I am not afraid
Find a reason to say goodbye and I will go
my merry way

. . . and when I am alone I can be silent so
very very silent and it feels ok and when
I am totally alone words are meaningless
without deliberateness So when I write oh
yes I do when I write I write to you You
empathetic superintelligent perfect creature
I am sure you understand and will not make
a big deal or fuss about it and of course you can
and will probably - I am sure. express the same
feelings but with different wording eh anyway
you get my drift

and something else . . . once upon a time I
thought that poetry – eh you know .and it
is pointless to repeat because we both think
that we are right. Ain’t that right?