Dra ett streck: över och under

I mina ljusa stunder finns jag 

I mina mörka stunder jag är 

När jag är finns jag inte 

När jag finns jag inte är

Unspoken thoughts . . . &"how are we feeling today?"

3 different people 3 different paragraphs and a matching song? - Forged In Hell's Fire by Tokyo Blade"Welcome to all of those familiar sounding words" It’s ok I know what you want from me but I wil l give it to you anyway; just to feel how you usually talk to the ones you love I know that you secretly hate me you can’t even admit it to yourself, I know I know, I also know(not a hunch, evidence based knowledge)you once made me look like a monster so you can keep away someone you love from me. It’s ok, I will keep writing you letters. You said that when reading my words you felt that I love you, really love you all the other times you felt that I hate you. But I don’t .you. are forgiven always were but you can’t believe it because you can’t forgive yourself and while I talk to you; you listen to other voices in your head not my voice. I will keep writing to you, my words will never change they will be there on a paper and each time you read them you will understand something else or really feel my love, I will be there for you. You might use my written words as evidence, that I really hate you but when your friend(s)read my words with a clear mind they will only feel my love. It’s ok. You(I) love me(you) and used me as your means to revenge(not as means to an END the end). You’ve got your revenge(I didn’t understood that back then but you told me so without understanding that you told me so, anyway)you ‘ve got your revenge and now you judge yourself, you judge yourself so harshly that you only appear in front me, visit me, only when you can somehow help me or brag about your latest achievement. It’s ok, you are loved always were. Am there for you but I am the road that leads to nowhere. What you don’t really admit(but you told me so without understanding that you told me so) is that you secretly wanted to be as the person you hate and now that you have achieved what that person had achieved you realize that this was not the answer to the riddle of happiness & self-esteem and you keep judging the person you became(who?)That’s right.

:D!!! Linguistic Kung Fu!

(incomplete diary entry)



Kun Faya Kun(islamic term)means: 2 be & it is &YHWH means: 2 be(causes to be or he creates according to one out of thousand translations) & shakespeare said 2 be or not 2 be? To be the process of creation or the creator? = Kun Faya Kun(?) That's so cool and indeed YHWH is the god of Israel because on Exodus 3:15 he is named as YHWH but on Exodus 3:14 he "decrypts" his name but for those that are not speaking the mother language he is YHWH so who did it? The translator that decided that YHWH will not be translated for those that don't care enough or are not educated enough or that it is reserved to those that have deepen their undestanding of sound&history? and:DDD

Kun in Chinese is a first name!!! It means Earth & it is 1 of the 8 trigrams(ba qua and can be found in the ancient Chinese classic I Ching ( aka book of changes) which consists of the 64 possible pairs of trigrams (called "hexagrams") and commentary on them.)according to the Taoist cosmology!Wooho! ALSO

according to chinese mythology KUN is a giant FISH that transforms to a bird called PENG" :):D!

AND
kun can be found in japanese as well but I am not sure what it means there

Oh and one more funny coincidence Yakun or Jakun was a viking leader and yakun might mean the handsome one or blind and according to someone online

that translated from the Quran 6:131"Yakun derived from the root K W N and it means being" but what do I know?Nothing:) I later on doublechecked it and read 6:131,132 here : http://berkleycenter.georgetown.edu/search?utf8=%E2%9C%93&q=quran+6%3A131&commit=Search

I somehow remembered Matthew 24: 12 because of the Libya terror attack "caused" by a youtube video . . .

Oh well I got most of my legit info on wiki, on the news and via google:) and that nullifies what I knew & felt before wiki? Nooo and I need to read more and I do not have the time & energy 4 that right now

it was fun global fun. Relaxing fun. Over and out oh and hm a matching song? -> Babylon as sang by Bernadette Seacrest :



PS. Kunstverket means ART WORK in norwegian:DDD!

Wind & Water = Movement

Words carved in sand
Handwave across the ocean
Horseshoe imprint on creaky door

[SPACE] & (I give you my words)

The calm before the storm

The calm before the storm is the work of the merciful universe the loving universe not an omen not a universal curse Not the once again Unknown but Ever-present against you The loving universe that I love The every you I meet The us I feel, inside me The us I am a part of and always will be.

During and after the storm, every memory of every you inside me(how I received them in our Namaste moment(s) Perhaps even from the moment I became aware of ‘me’ of the wordless I am) gives me strength, strength to go through whatever I need to go through and even if everything inside me gets destroyed I can create more memories. Thank you for being you and for giving me the chance to be me even without your permission.

Äggfri kaka med fiskfri omega 3(krossat linfrö) och utan grädde:D! Nästan som en vegan kladdkaka:p :)

Tack för inspirationen Silva

Känn dig fri att förbättra receptet om du vill:)

Enligt saltkvarn.se: "linfrö i brödet gör det saftigare och det håller sig längre" kaka = kaffebröd ;) Why not? . . . och genom livsmedelsverket kan du hitta, få veta mer om näringsinnehåll i de övriga ingredienserna

2,5 dl. socker
50 gr. rumsvarmt smör eller margarin
2,5 dl. vetemjöl (eller glutenfri mjöl)
1 msk. krossat linfrö
1-2 msk. torkade kokosflingor(eller inte)
4 msk. kakao
2,5 dl. starkt kaffe(varmt eller kallt)
1 tsk. bakpulver
1 tsk. vaniljsocker
1 krm. salt
1,5 dl. mjölk
. . . och lite mald kanel (om du vill)

• Elvisp, Skål, Långpanna,Bakplåtspapper(istället för att smöra och bröa formen samt spara tid, vatten,diskmedel osv.)

(under tiden förvärm ugnen till 150°)

1.Vispa socker och smör/margarin poröst med 1 msk. mjölk.
2. Blanda ihop de torra ingredienserna och tillsätt dessa växelvis med resten av mjölken.
3. Vispa i minst 2 minuter(jag brukar vispa längre)
4. Bred ut smeten på bakplåtspappret i långpannan
5. Grädda i 150° i 35-40 min.


Kan serveras med en "supermix" istället för grädde dvs. frysta gojibär, blåbär, hallon, björnbär och havtorn

. . . och voilá!

Hoppas att du gillade mitt bakningsexperiment :D