(((Summertime¤Sadness))) Part III

I was talking to the sun all along
while discovering my very own song
A way to find where I belong
In my hands I kept the seeds

With my mind I envisioned them in full bloom
My eyes stopped searching with eager fascination
for a way to synchronize my youtful inner emptiness
with the outer world

Oh sun and moon inside my heart
keep touching me even when I miss you
I will forever exist beyond the opposites
Be in two places at once Beautiful and Ugly

like you and you we will never feel alone
even while being observed and transform
to something else in the eyes of someone that
feels alone, that feels the need to belong with

the ones that seem to be able to survive maybe
under their protection he/she will keep making it
through the eternal night of conditioned fulness
struggling with the emptiness it brings


"...wrapped in her ever invisible robes..."
quote by unknown from the Book of Dzyan

Summertime sadness
transformed to
summertime gladness

but I will remember both of them
every time I see the summer rain

as a child the summer rain meant that I had to
stay in and not keep discovering what the world
has to offer

Now, every time it rains I smile and feel relief
no need to water my flower seeds and the plants
today Thanks to the rain! As I grow younger I learn
how to be a part of the world instead of just taking of
what it has to offer I do my part so for example the bees
the butterflies the insects the birds will find a place to rest
in my garden Find nourishment

I no longer need to search for beauty in others
I create beautiful moments together with others
We create moments instead of time creating us
-who we are right now- Old or Young





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